Helena

mix match.

2009-05-22T22:59:00.004+08:00

too tired and lazy to get up for school, so skipped school.
everything sucks for the time being.
need to do something interesting.

hope you'll be happy okay, love you.
anytime, anywhere.. yknw right.
:-)

Why love.

2009-05-12T18:47:00.003+08:00

didnt attend school today, same problem.
dont know what is wrong with my gastric >: (
two days mc, hope i'll be fine by tomorrow.
time for my dinner, baibaiz.

Happy chap.

2009-05-11T23:47:00.004+08:00

school tmr, am gonna put extentions for my fringe cause its too short already!!!
i seriously looked like Ahwang.
pls be kind souls and dont ask me about my fringe omg god bless orh-me-tuo-fo.
i am going to eat yogurt tomorrow until i lao sai cause its low fat, zf will join me.
time for puzzle bubble, then off to bed.

Fat.

2009-05-09T01:11:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday binbin^^ you fourteen liao, same like K, S and ME!!!

hope you like our present.

yknw we walk here and there with our heavy bags to prepare for you lehz better love us i tell you :-p

hope you'll be more and more noisy when you're with us okay, dont be shy lah.

take care of yourself k cause exams period liao you still fall sick tsktsktsk

eat more sleep more play more

YAY ai ni 1314 HAHAHAHAHA

friday was shopping-for-sharon day cause she's searching high and low for lots of stuff.

sakae with fatty today, we became fatter.

chop my hair today.. bad.

tuition tomorrow, sianz.

Life.

2009-05-06T23:12:00.002+08:00

Every second, i am breathing.
Every hour, i am looking at the clock.
Everyday, i am sleeping.
Every weekday, i am waking up early for school.
Every maths period, i am wasting paper.
Every night, i am waiting for my phone to ring.
Every friday, i end school early.
Every thursday, i am having tuiton.
Every science period, i am being caught for not copying down the notes.
Every minute, i wonder.
Every recess, i am eating like a pork.
Every PE lesson, i am sweating like a dog.
Every holiday, i weigh like a elephant.

All of them are boring stuff, sianz.

bird swim, fish fly.

2009-05-02T01:36:00.004+08:00

no photos to blog but its been long since i update.
out to vivo with Zf, he shop i shop.
walk around and round and round, he complain complain and complain :-P
crap and talk nonsense with seowchee and jamie on msn HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
rockstarrz worzx *TWISTS*
damn hungry now cause they eat and drink while i drink toliet bowl water lah walao.
time for bed luh tmr morning got tuition siannnnnnnn :-(

daily.

2009-04-28T21:38:00.004+08:00

so cute HAHAHAHAHAHA there's still more of zf's photo but later he kill me :-P

exams coming sian.. make me dont feel like going school leh aiyo.

why am i 14, so old.

go away.

2009-04-24T17:53:00.004+08:00

i like how everything is right now :-) ITS FRIDAY YAY

meeting cousin for shopping tmr hehehehehe

have been taking bus home recently, saved a lot.

can't wait for so much things, looking forward seriously!!! no mood to study for exams sia walao.

talk and laugh like before with the girls just now.

i am happy cause i choose to be happy, i can be happy.. yes.

you should know that you know.

2009-04-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

stay home cause i dont feel well at all lah walao sian why havent recover : (
cant go out with the girls.. sigh.
i want to ah-choo a lot of times but cannot leh yknw that kind of feeling not!!! itchyitchy.
i feel sibeh irritated now so i type very singlish aiya dont care.
still got very bad headache though i can fall asleep very early like twelve plus last night.
why i so weak sia can someone tell me? i so fat cause i can eat a lot, so happy most of the time, so contented with certain things, so stupid that i always fail my tests, so sleepy in class, so lazy that i dont like to go home myself, so short that i can't reach for stuff high up very easily, so high in school with the girls that i always talk in my high pitch voice, so bored that i like playing wordsearch.. how can i always fall ill and waste money visiting the doc.
i am gonna eat fruits and drink milk and eat vegetables and exercise and sleep early!!! maybe.

learn you and love you, everything takes time.

2009-04-17T17:23:00.003+08:00

felt feverish early in the morning at school, got no mood to talk much cause i dont feel well.
sunny weather makes me worse.
stay back to complete the digitalstory and i couldn't take it anymore so i went home.
went to the doc myself cause mom's busy at work.
38 degrees, flu, cough, sorethroat : O i got to admit am weak luh, tsk.
i believe am gonna be alright tomorrow!!! maybe going out to study with the girls and 17 Again hehehehehehe so eggcited :-) shall go sleep now, bad bad headache.

like a dream.

2009-04-16T21:11:00.009+08:00

discovery centre today, very tired.

the trip suck, we did nothing except for standing and sitting.. tsk.

had lots of fun with the girls though HAHAHAHAHAHA we took lots of photos too

candy floss during the break today hehehehehehe honeydew flavour i think.

feel like skipping school tomorrow, i very lazy walao long day tomorrow wth

hope the girls are gonna be free this coming weekend, we need to go out yknw aiyo.

time for tv and online shopping YAY baibaiz.

Thoughts.

2009-04-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

i dont like the way you talk to me, i dont like the way you shout, i dont like your messages, i dont like how you react, i dont like what you say, i dont like how i tried to please you, i dont like how you think some stuff isn't important at all, i dont like when i always miss you, i dont like to wait for you and fall asleep, i dont like not meeting you, i dont like how you lie to me, i dont like how you find excuses for yourself, i dont like to see messages from other girls in your inbox, i dont like you being busy and neglecting me, i dont like that you think i suck, i dont like you blaming me, i dont like when i dont know what are you thinking, i dont like when i think you're acting like a bastard, i dont like when you dont give in, i dont like when you think i dont mind, i dont like when you do things without thinking how i feel, i dont like it when i regret, i dont like it when you're not there for me when i need you, i dont like to be sad over you, i dont like to quarrel, i dont like to think that maybe we dont match at all.

my sunday sucks, how bout yours?

stay close.

2009-04-11T00:26:00.002+08:00

its been long since i went out with Kailing and Amanda during weekend already :-(
had my dinner with Zf and co at red hill market.
15 sticks of satay, carrot cake, pepsi and chicken chop for today HAHAHAHAHAHA
Zf and i spam.. it feels great : P
cab home with gerald after that, since he stay around my area too hehehehehehe
anyway, like yesterday i spend my afternoon at Zf's crib.
tuition tomorrow early in the morning like 10am hope i'll be able to wake up omg.

YOU DID NOT SAY THAT!!!

2009-04-10T02:31:00.003+08:00

mom drive me to Zf's crib in the late afternoon.

bought food for him and his friend on the way.

spend the rest of my day at his crib cause we're boring people except that we went out for dinner.

no more liquid food for me YAY cheer for me lah

i ate satay and ba chor mee HAHAHHAHAAHH i feel damn happy though i feel like eating more but that fatty dont allow me to.

i ate lots of chocolate at his crib while watching tv hehehehehe life is so great suddenly.

but still... time for six different kind of medicine already :-(

and, PZF THE TITLE IS FOR YOU HOR TSK

Think of me.

2009-04-09T10:24:00.003+08:00

my maid faint and fell onto the floor early in the morning,
i puke right after i pop out of my bed.
bro went to bath and cab to school while mom drive my maid to the hospital.
am left alone at home with two dogs and am going to the clinic again later.
hope i am fine enough to go to gala night luh, i wouldn't want to miss out the fun with the girls : (
i need to puke again omg.. this sucks, when am i going to get well.

just another typical day,
but a special one.

In pain.

2009-04-07T22:05:00.002+08:00

went out w Cousin yesterday..
mom drive her home, we lost our way.
vomit around more than five time when i got home, almost dead.
ate gastric medicine, went to bed.
woke up at three am, mom brought me to the clinic.
slept at four am, woke up at six.. vomit again.
woke up at twelve, vomit and call mom.
she brought me to another clinic, doc say my gastric contracts cause i got too much juice? : O
reach home, ate and vomit.
slept, woke up and vomit.
overall, i think this is a vomit post lah omg.
maybe i shed some fats cause i didn't eat anything since last night but i ate three sticks of satay just now hehehehehe
hope i wont vomit anymore omg.. k gross.

Beautiful day wonderful time.

2009-04-04T22:24:00.003+08:00

my ankle is as fat as elephant leg now omg it hurts as much as i had my injection when i was in pri six and i even cried omg omg.

i kiss goodbye to my pri one ezlink card now my new ezlink card is extremely ugly because its my pri six photo and i got very short hair : O

i walked around with slippers and ugly leg today during cip Amanda left for gb at twelve plus

Xinheng and i continued, i feel bad cause he need to slow down cause i am slow.

Zf's crib after that, slept very longgggg hehehehe but he disturbed me tsk.

kkkkz, bye.

Never easy.

2009-04-02T22:22:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's finally friday..
and i dont know what to blog about already,
cause my life is boring.

i am restless.
holding on doesn't help at all.
letting go doesn't help at all.

Fault and blame.

2009-03-31T22:36:00.010+08:00

didnt attend school today, sick.

tomorrow's april fool, hope i wont get fool early in the morning.

lots of overdue photos, finally upload everything up.

school tomorrow, gotta sleep early otherwise i'll doze of during Limsc's and Kohyp's lesson.

when will you ever stop blaming me for everything,

we're not the greatest,

you're at fault,

and i am too.

Loose threads.

2009-03-30T21:28:00.012+08:00

brainstorming for my zuo wen, no ideas at all.

i dont want to study.. MATHS TEST COMING UP.

pet society is getting boring for me already tsktsktsk.

long day tomorrow sighs.

Edit/

sick again, having fever right now.

hope i'll be able to go school tomorrow, please.

i hate to fall ill : (

sew this up.

2009-03-28T01:47:00.008+08:00

I.AM.EXTREMELY.DISGUSTED.BY.MY.EXTREMELY.THICK.DISGUSTING.FAT.LEGS.

the bbq was alright i guess : \

we made Xinyi a card, credits mostly goes to J F and M.

cab down to Zf's crib after that, watch tv while that fatty did some serious business like dota.

out to have dinner with Zf & co and glenda : ) L4d for the first time HAHAHAAHAH

hope i wont have any nightmare, those zombies damn scary i swear.

i miss going out with A and K awwwwww, everyone's busy now : (

P.S/ F and J, thanks for the photos^^

i miss i what i used to have.

2009-03-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

i finally updated, has beeen lazy and maybe busy during school days.
school was rather happy today : ) training after school.
the sun is as fat as my thick legs seriously, i melted just now.
have been coughing for few days, felt terrible.
going to Xinyi's bbq tomorrow afternoon, with J F and N.
hope Zf can accompany for shopping after that.. A and K not free awwww.
we need to watch movie omgomgomgomgomgomg.
weekend's here YAY
pet society tonight HAHAHAHAAHAHAH

P.S/ we need to bond, people.

Hopefully.

2009-03-22T04:13:00.002+08:00

Time check, four fourteen am.
great, am still wide awake because am addicted in pet society omg.
am doing online shopping but i cannot decide on which item to buy omgomg.
how i wish my two favourite girls are not asleep now so that i can ask them.
my homework all not done yet omgomgomg.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg...

Breathtaking.

2009-03-19T02:08:00.010+08:00

comp's back, its feels great : )

was out with amanda kailing janice and sharon.

three of them came awhile and went off, left with amanda and I.

we shop around for stuff, laughed a lot.

meeting her tomorrow again ^^

sweetest dream to everyone, goodnight.

I feel it, when i sorrow most.

2009-03-18T01:08:00.002+08:00

whole day of activity today and am very restless right now.
dont feel like sleeping yet, so i shall update.
promise that there will be photos soon, cause my comp has been sent for repair.
falling sick again, tsk.
hope that darling and honey can make it tomorrow for shopping : )

Better to be loved and lost,
than never to have loved at all.
how true.

P.S/ amanda & kailing, rest well tonight so that we can go shopping tmr k love yall.

what should i look forward each day?

2009-03-17T23:52:00.005+08:00

school tomorrow, for some activity till six-thirty omg omg omg.
i am just looking forward to spend happy times with the girls ^^
did i mention that am having breakfast w honey tomorrow morning at mac YAY YAY
they went out on monday but i didnt, i guess i missed out alot awwwww : (
just a small little update with no photos.
my blog's getting boring already tsk.

to you, its nothing.
to me, its everything.
i hope i didnt over react to it, i know i can handle it..

Reality.

2009-03-14T22:47:00.002+08:00

opel ended and yay.
my computer died, am stuck with mom's.
got back my report book, as usual i didn't make it for maths and science.
one week of holiday, tons of homework.
i need to be happy omg.
my emotions is high up on the top and the next moment, its down at the bottom.

your words, never intentionally.
i've got bad memory, but i dont know why i wont forget this.
maybe its too hard on me and everything happened without notice.
no matter how things how changed, its still killing me inside.

P.S/ amanda, thanks for the photo : )
P.S// kailing, text us whether we're going out on monday okay can't wait to meet up with you girls!

Complications which i can't handle.

2009-03-10T19:45:00.002+08:00

no photos for a period of time cause computer has problem.
suck : (

all because two people fell in love.

2009-03-05T17:23:00.006+08:00

there's still a lot of things not done yet.

guess we wont have the chance to already.

miss you, still love you.

Boyfriend.

2009-03-01T23:13:00.003+08:00

was out w Glenda yesterday, photos tomorrow or when am not lazy.
school tomorrow, no mood at all.
make up test early in the morning.
cant wait to talk t amanda and kailing, i've got so much to say.

should be happy laughing loving sleeping talking texting rolling meeting eating.
we're out of everything, how..
i dont know how to phrase a proper sentence, it should be easy.
hope to see you tomorrow, with a smile.
love you ever, really do.

Our very different lives.

2009-02-27T14:04:00.008+08:00

I wonder every single day if i'm doing the right thing.
I wonder if we could ever turn back the time to redo.
I wonder why am i so fat ugly and short.
I wonder why school start so early in the morning.
I wonder why maths and science must be so difficult for me to understand.
I wonder why I will sulk whenever i'm sad.
I wonder why is my hair growing so slowly.
I wonder why i cannot live in vivo so that i can shop all day long.
I wonder if i know my boyfriend the way i think i do.
I wonder one day how we're gonna break apart.
I wonder who dislikes me.
I wonder what my boyfriend is doing and thinking.
I wonder how much fun my girls are having.
I wonder what is going to happen every single day for the rest of my life.
I wonder why am i such a scaredy-cat.
I wonder who is the same as i am.
I wonder why i need to be understanding towards certain things.
I wonder why i should be the one apologizing when things isn't my fault.
I wonder who is willing to be there for me when i need someone.
I wonder why feelings change.
I wonder if we will be as loving as before in future.
I wonder how you feel when you neglect me but you dont think you are.
I wonder what is human heart made up of.
I wonder why everything else other than me seems more important to you.
I wonder when am i gonna see another rainbow.
I wonder how much am i gonna wonder in my entire life,
I wonder when is all the wondering gonna end,
it all goes to the same for everybody i believe...
I wonder why i feel sad @ 2257pm.
I wonder why i felt worse @ 2302pm.

rearranged my thoughts.

2009-02-26T22:14:00.002+08:00

helena is sick, again and again.
terrible terrible terrible.
doctor say i've been visiting him quite often now, and he adds on w laughter : /
weather's very unpredictable, make me feel irritated.
hope i'll be able to go to school tomorrow, please : (
goodbye, off i take some nap already.

Its your little imperfections that makes you.

2009-02-23T16:07:00.010+08:00

still love you ever and ever k, and see you tomorrow.
burn more fats during basketball!!!

am stuck at home because i've got very bad gastric and doctor says i need to watch my meals cause i have gastric since four years back.
he checked and glad that there isn't any ulcer inside.
i miss school, fatty and my girls.

we'll laugh and love in this world.

2009-02-20T19:09:00.005+08:00

i decided to be statisfied,
you make me realise that i should be happy.

with words, with love.

2009-02-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

fatty's doing his homework right now.
poor him, he has lots to be done tsktsktsk.
i should be studying for my geog test tomorrow but instead am right now typing away ^^
wednesday's tomorrow and i dread for it like seriously.
my girls and i feel the same towards wednesday luh sighs.
two period of maths science and geog. wish me luck that i wont fall asleep during lessons or geog test tomorrow hehehehe i dont want to fail again lol.
i almost fall into the temptation of shopping online again, but fortunately fatty came into my mind very soon. he promise me to go shopping with me at vivo this coming weekend YAY
k, byez.

what's love without romance.

2009-02-15T02:00:00.011+08:00

this very bright coloured scrapbook made me cry and laugh at the same time in th middle of the night : ) thankq darling and honey, love yall!

my always not very thoughtful boyfriend surprise me with this yummy mango cake when i step into his crib : ) sorry that i ate it before taking this photo, that explains the funny shape of it HAHAHAHA thankq for you valentine's gift and my birthday gift. hope you like that scent i gave it t you, please dont find it smelly k idiot.

weixian's card came in mail when i got home at night and sharon's hand made sunflower birthday card was found on my table when i step into the classroom : )

am fourteen for three days already, i feel old.
anyway, thankq t those who wish me regardless on th tagboard or through text message : )
not t forget those who gave me presents.
oh yes! that song dedication from th seven girls and zf too hehehehehe.
i spent my birthday w seven girls at Vivo, eating shopping and laughing.
its th best birthday i've ever had, thanks t all of you.
(hearts)

P.S/ ThngKailing, pls take good care of yourself. drink tons of water and sleep early!!
P.S// AmandaLow, dont be too pissed over that lj seller who cheated your money k : )
P.S/// outing photos tmr or something.

Slipping into depression within minutes.

2009-02-10T20:08:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON !!!
you're three days older than me hahahaha
hope you had a very happy birthday today cause i had a very happy advanced birthday ^^
we're too stupid i should say, we know nothing about their plans tsk.
hope your wishes will come true, like grow taller heheheheh
love you like how much you love us, yong yuan yong yuan.

all the smart little girls did alot for us today : )
am very very touched with everything they have done, especially the video.
thankq for the advanced birthday celebration!!!
Kailing Amanda Weixian Binbin Farhana Xinhui Jamie and co Janice Jolyn & our class boys.
love all the girls ever and ever awwwww, nothing can express my feelings now.
hope we'll stay like what we are now, the old eight girls.
see yall tmrw, hugs and kisses.

Your scent.

2009-02-08T18:04:00.011+08:00

my cousin and my not-very-cool brother.

my dog has a very owning face.

all the photos are taken at different event and they are very much overdue.

i've been having tuitions and lots of tests recently.

had lots of fun during tuition cause tutor and i always discuss about shopping though he's a guy.

i haven't been shopping until yesterday i head down to vivo with Zf which turn out to be a very unhappy event : (

school tomorrow and there is KYP's lesson heheheheh cant wait to see what's gonna happen.

english and geog test tomorrow, hope that i can make it : \

P.S/ miss you fatty, remember to do your homework when you get back home k.

you better dont switch on your computer first uh.

Triggered by the old memories.

2009-01-29T00:45:00.002+08:00

we've come so far, it wasn't easy.
should i say that its too true to believe, or i shouldn't believe at all.
not wrapped with what i wanted anymore, compared to before.
how.. should i say.

skipping school tmr cause i dont feel well at all.
mom's going to work and i need to go to the clinic alone awww.
had my first tuition lesson earlier on and am glad that i absorb at least abit hehehehe
i fall asleep during maths and mr lim finally has got reaction, otherwise i'll be totally switched off.
will be sharing clothes with Amanda : ) i lend her my plaid top for her gb house visiting!
Kailing, join in too?

Neglect, and you'll regret.

2009-01-25T02:59:00.002+08:00

my emotions are off the track, everything seems so screwed. short little bus ride back to where it would end, was sweet and happy. hands clasped tightly together, talking and laughing, making fun of each other. there we are, off we go. smile and make sure everything will be where it is.

Hold on and move on.

2009-01-23T23:00:00.004+08:00

had birthday celebration for th januarys : )
love my entire class hehehehehe.
Wisma with J K A W, bus home after that.
didnt get to meet Zf today, sighs.
going out w K A J tomorrow for shopping at th usually usual shopping mall YAY
happy week for me in conclusion, that makes a happy Helena.

we'll be fine like what we always are,
its just a little hiccup this time round,
it wont be too long and too far,
just somewhere and sometime around the corner.
love you and sorry.

little sadistic glimmer in your beautiful eyes.

2009-01-19T21:49:00.023+08:00

am finally done with the pictures YAY

love every single one despite our horrible hair and faces.

wednesday's not too far away and i feel like dying.

the timetable for that day really sucks : (

netball today, blisters all over my feet.

had dinner with Zf & co after that.

shall get my homework done, bye!

and i miss you fatty, faster get your homework done and ring me up k : )

HONEY FOURTEEN.

2009-01-18T02:06:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY !!!!!!
honey, you're fourteen already omg.
hope you had lots of fun at the botanic garden steamboat and the surprise earlier on hehehehehe
i love you forever and ever, like i always do.
and of course, like WE always do : )
you're some happy girl who laughs loudly like no one's business and your laughter always make people laugh too!
hope you like the teddy that i gave you and its sew with lots of love okay there's even a heart inside the teddy.
we're getting closer each day already and we're so much different compared to last time!
we must continue this way kkkkkkk, no fights and arguements YAY
xoxo, ai ni yi sheng yi shi.
see you on monday and every single day.

Into the rush.

2009-01-15T21:12:00.005+08:00

lessons was real boring except for english.
i have been dozing off in class cause its rather impossible for me to stay awake when the lesson's so damn boring.
Amanda's sitting beside me and we're sitting right in front, thats worse.
but she has been a great partner hehehehe
anyway, we're too far away from my honey and sharon awwww.
been busy this whole week, getting uglier every single day too.
great news is that i found a tutor like finally, hope it will turn out fine : \

Different impacts.

2009-01-09T02:37:00.001+08:00

am too lazy t fill this space w words.
photos will do, or maybe Kailing's blog : )
but i want t say something v important,
MY MATHS TEACHER SUCKS >: (

Dim yellow in the morning, it shines like you.

2009-01-05T23:05:00.004+08:00

guess am a little too late to say Happy New Year so i shall just skip that.
school's not very interesting for me except that i'll be able to spend time with the girls : )
ate breakfast with Weixian this morning cause school starts late.
had fun in class for most of the periods but lessons will start tomorrow -.-
subway for lunch with the girls except Sharon and Binbin.
met Zf and went to his crib to catch the last episode of Little nonya.
had mac for dinner cause we wouldn't want to miss out any part of the show.
cab home and here am i typing away.
not really interested in using my computer recently, prolly am too lazy.
but hope that i won't leave my blog dying anytime.
Fatty's hurrying me to shower, bye!

Distorted thoughts.

2008-12-30T01:43:00.001+08:00

i sat at that usual bench, looking at th same view which has no difference.
only difference was, you weren't around.
if you hadn't done that... all these won't happen.
root cause, a promise.
you start it, you end it.
i given up much hope, bring them back t me if you really care.
your heart is a unmoving thing, too firm.
just an apology, hugs and kisses won't solve th problem.
it's not as easy as you thought it is.
wake up, jerk.

will fill this space up w more words and photos tomorrow,
once i get those photos from Amanda.

I am my own reflection.

2008-12-27T01:01:00.003+08:00

met Zf at tiong for subway in th afternoon.

was suppose t meet him for breakfast but that lazy bum couldn't wake up that early cause we slept at 4 th previous night.

he send me t Weixian's and we went on a separate ways.

met up w th rest, rayner binghan qiwei liuyang amanda kailing.

zoo was our initial plan but we ended up eating pasta and bowling at safra.

all of us are not up t it except for th guys and we're just trying our luck HAHAHAHA.

walked and had a long chatty talk w Weixian while walking t th bus stop after th game.

both of us had t leave first and th rest went t have their dinner.

i bus down t Bishan for my grandpap's birthday dinner. that ride was long and lonely awwwww.

cousin and family send me back home safe and sound : ) thankqqqqqq.

school's starting and am not prepared at all, homework omg.

should i tie up my hair or just chop it? : (

somebody help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Look at things from different point of view and you'll know how i feel.

2008-12-25T03:03:00.001+08:00

i spent my christmas at Zf's crib watching tv and eating pocky w th way he taught me how t eat.
managed t capture a photo of him eating pocky HAHAHAHA
had a little tiff w him earlier on th same issue that we've been arguing over, sighs.
haven't been meeting up w my girls cause they're rather busy w christmas i guess.
holidays are ending and my stacks of worksheets are still in th same position that i threw them at when th holidays just started.
its all in numbers and weird figures that i hate, eww.
class outing this coming saturday, hope its not a mini one.
reply t my text okay, lowweixian : )
buying school stuff tomorrow w Zf, hopefully i'll be able t do some shopping for myself too.
anyway, Zf came back w an extra weight.
he admitted himself even before i asked him when i first met him at airport, so it's still not so bad though : \
shall catch some sleep before i miss th time of growing taller!

I'm standing in your light.

2008-12-18T00:40:00.008+08:00

met Amanda at vivo first and we shopped.

i spam at topshop HAHAHAH

we were suppose t watch Twilight but tickets were out : (

so i booked online and we'll be watching tomorrow YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Kailing joined us later and we walked around again.

ate, talk and camwhored.

as usually usual, laughters and nonsense all around : )

they even played around w th ugly wrapper, recycle i should say.

Zf's back at tomorrow night!

You are my priority.

2008-12-17T00:49:00.004+08:00

my dog's paw stinks HAHAHAHA

i didnt wakeup early enough for netball, so i have t skip for today's training.
Zf's back in Guangzhou, from Hk.
he's flying here and there, does he ever gets tired? : O
hope he didnt gain any weight, please.
my wrist felt better today when i woke up but not my arms and legs.
aches here and there, awwwwwwwww.
meeting my girls tomorrow, YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
alarm set, checked.
bye! : )

Bits and pieces.

2008-12-16T20:59:00.011+08:00

I went for badminton w my favourite girls and sharon : )
sharon and kailing's friend was there too.
i tie up my hair cause its super hot, i know its ugly!!!

I met Yijian and his friend, Muhua.

After th game, we took photos while resting.
Sharon and I then continued playing.

After sharon and I ended our game, we took photos again.
we then went tiong t have our lunch, talk and laugh v loudly while eating and after eating.
accompanied sharon t buy venezia and i cabbed home.

when i reached home, i took photo again.

and t add on, i sprained my right wrist and i cant twist my wrist now.
am almost typing w one hand, like an idiot -.-
my wrist is as swollen as my thick fat legs awwwwww.
also, i wore slippers t play badminton.
i almost broke them HAHAHAHAH
today's joke of th day is all about xi you ji HAAAAAAAAAAAH

P.S/ i looked f ugly in today's photos, so sorry.

You win smiles from my lips every moment.

2008-12-15T22:19:00.004+08:00

yes, your computer isn't having any problem neither your eyes are having a problem.

its th problem w me, am without fringe HAHAHAHA

netball training today, not as tiring as previous trainings.

i wokeup myself before th alarm rang, all thanks t th nightmare : O

anyway, i train back home w Jamie as usual.

but there's Mira today t accompany us t th mrt station : )

Zf's back in guangzhou YAY

means, we'll be webcamming till th day he's back in Sg!

he'll be flying t hongkong in between, sighs.

i'll be meeting my favourite girls and sharon for badminton tmr YAYYYYYYYYYY

and we'll be meeting early in th morning, so guess i'll sleep early today.

Somewhere far, but under the same sky.

2008-12-14T23:19:00.003+08:00

i slept at 10pm last night and am very surprise that i get tired that early : O
maybe i used too much energy on shopping.
i need to save my bank account again, tsk.
my poor account has always been under th same situation though it was saved few days back.
all i can say, its a cycle : )
Zf will be back very sooooooooon, just a few more days!
anyway, today's plan for baking was cancelled cause aunt couldn't make it.
i spent half of my day sleeping and another half watching tv while eating popcorns w my dogs.
i haven't been feeling well these few days, hope am not falling ill.
netball training tomorrow, i wouldn't want t be late for that! : (

Hideous without a happy face.

2008-12-12T00:58:00.003+08:00

Helena's here t blog though her eyelids are as heavy as her thick legs.
Zf's currently at th freezing beijing, sleeping and snoring away while am here blogging cause i promise him that i'll blog every single day : )
that explains you'll see a new update everyday, maybe till th day he's back then i'll stop being so hardworking HAHAHAHA
he ate roasted duck for dinner and i ate subway in additional of my favourite drink, how sad.
i'm working on breaking dawn right now, and glad that there's still something t accompany me through th long night without talking t him.
meeting cousinzy for shopping tomorrow, most probably meeting Amanda and Kailing in th evening.
my sunday's booked by my aunt for baking at her house, w cousinzy of course YAY
guess i'm off, i wouldn't want t stuck at this stupid blogger talking about uninteresting stuff.
anyho, see you soon fatty. dont ever come back t singapore w extra weight, otherwise no food for you : P i love you.

Greetings to the moon and you.

2008-12-11T03:29:00.001+08:00

i rot at home and wasted my youth away just watching tv HAHAHAHA
Zf's going beijing tomorrow, sighs.
i did housework t kill time, believe or not hehehehe.
i dont know how i feel now, i've got nothing much t update anyway.
goodnight.

Lovers should understand that there is nothing to understand about love.

2008-12-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

i slept at 4am last night cause i was talking t Zf, and i can still wakeup early in th morning like 10am YAYYYYYY.
am having ache all over my body cause am a weak person, tsktsktsk.
i save my thirsty bank account today, i feel great.
am gonna save money for eleven days while Zf's away, but am gonna spam when he's back HAHAHAHAH
mom's a kind soul who always give me pocket money though she know's i'm staying home.
maybe thats th indirect way of asking me t go shopping HAHAHAHAH
okay, i think too much -.-
anyway, i train back home after netball today w Jamie.
dont think we dont have topics t talk about, we gossiped about th same one or two person for th whole journey hehehehehe : )
there's alot of things that i want t type out, but my mind's v blank right now hmmm : \

P.S/ Pzf, get home quickly cause i've got some online stuff t show you.
help me quick, otherwise you'll see me ordering alr hehehehehe.
i love you.

We'll make a perfect one.

2008-12-09T00:00:00.003+08:00

Dua pai kia! : ) i bet you'll miss playing dota in china for eleven days HAHAHAH

have a good look th way you play dota in your brother's super cold room okokokok : P

take good care in china cause i bet its freezing luh.

ten more days and you'll be back, make sure dont come back w extra weights uh!

eat lesser there cause i know it'll be paradise t you in china luh.

remember t eat all th thirteen sweets that i gave you and take care of panda too : )

i will promise you that i'll be good and i will do less shopping, but can i just buy one bag?

heheheheh, i've got lots t say t you! make sure you'll call me more often okay.

i will miss you for f long eleven days : (

with infinity much of love, xoxo.

Just let me sleep for the eleven days without you, i'll be glad.

2008-12-05T00:30:00.004+08:00

i went shopping w Zf earlier on at Vivo,
and i swear i bought a skirt like seriously HAHAHAHAH
am such a fickle minded person and i didnt want t consider much more,
so i just bought it like for th sake of my own tiny brain.
and of course i bought th skirt after hearing Zf's comment : )
i was banned from buying bags and every shop i went in,
i walked straight t th bags area. i bet Zf will think that going shopping w me was a hassle : \
he wont be around on monday till eleven days later, i've got t cry hard another time.
i will be spending my days either at home waiting for his call, going t school for netball trainings or going out w my favourite usuals.
he promise that we'll webcam every night and talk through microphone till late at night,
and am very touched awww.
but i can only pray hard that he wont fall asleep while talking, tsktsktsk.
would anyone be a kind soul and call me t occupy my long eleven days?
1900-HELP-HELENA, thankq.

I sunk so low, but only sympathy surrounded me.

2008-12-02T01:27:00.003+08:00

You're losing patience,

while im losing time.

they slip away from my hands and i couldn't get it back.

i've got no clue how t love, teach me will you?
i wake up every morning and my head will feel twice th size.

i'm powerless t you, all i do is just t cry.

i still want you, i love you.

Netball training tomorrow,

lets just hope that i can wake up.

i'll be terribly sorry if i couldn't,

i wouldn't know what t do if that happens.

"Hush hush, take a deep breath, smile and give it a go,

just remember that tomorrow will be better."

If i could, i would.

2008-12-01T01:29:00.002+08:00

Thank you dua pai kia, for this alien which you've been searching for high and low in genting : )

i like it alot okokokokok, though yours nicer cause got two strands of hair mine botak HAHAHAHA

i promise i will not lose this alien like how you lose spongebob : (

and, stop thinking that i only like expensive stuff okokokokok, chop your head off then yknw uh!

i shall skip some mushy parts for th sake of everyone reading.

i slept at 5 last night cause i've got too many alarm clock that is ticktocking away and its too noisy. but i dont dare t walk out of th room and put them at th living room cause am too afraid after watching horror moive last week.

and of course, i woke up late today though i had three alarm clocks ringing at 930 in th morning, sighs : \

and i gotta skip netball training : (

so i decided t add two more! and that makes up five alarm clocks YAY

dont think i'm kidding okokokokok, am v serious.

it's my first day without having my maid around, everything's in chaos.

i helped w th housework, and i spend one hour on ironing -.-

after that, met Zf at tiong and i ate my popcorn chicken while he's playing his ugly psp.

accompanied him for injection : O

after that we slacked somewhere and i read my magazine while he played w his ugly psp again.

went t had a talk at some playground area, laughed and gossiped too : P

ate dinner and home.

P.S/ heheheheh i've got some small tiny secret w someone : )

Where are you, my pillar of support.

2008-11-30T19:14:00.002+08:00

my maid's off t Indonesia for a month : (
no one know how t cook in my family, guess that makes a month of takeaway.
no one will be there t wake me up, i need a dozen of alarm clocks beside my bed already.
hope i will be able t make it for tomorrow's netball, awwww please!
my poor dogs has been sitting by th door waiting for her t be back, sighs.
Zf's coming back v soon, am waiting for his call.
i've got so much t tell him and question him, of course i've got alot of complains too.
on a side note, please pray that my hair will grow longer and longer quickly.

I wish you're back right now, i need you.

2008-11-29T00:30:00.002+08:00

out w cousizy today, vivo for shopping.
was suppose t meet my favourite girls, but decided t meet cousizy instead.
so sorry girls! : (
k, so anyway am v happy w my new loots.
i must save my thirsty bank account anytime soon HAHAHAH
oh yes, and i coincidentally saw yingzi. she's still as skinny as ever though.
head down t aunty's house and t grandparent's house.
everyone in th house say i looked like my cousizy : O
Zf's back tmr night YAY! can't wait t see him, but need t wait till monday : (
i want t meet those girls anytime soon, cant wait t see them too like seriously.

For once, i wish i was a boy.

2008-11-26T23:37:00.005+08:00

my mom thinks that im too man already, just because i dont wear skirt awww.
can someone just tell me what's th defination of girly?
i havent been wearing a proper skirt since i was six years old.
i can understand why my mom's worried, tsk.
every time when i meet my relatives, they'll be asking about my height and th problem of not wearing a skirt without fail -.-
"I SWEAR I WILL WEAR A SKIRT THIS YEAR!"
" ...................... forget it."

Zf's leaving for malaysia this coming friday, infinity awws.
i need t find alot of things t accompany me for these three long days.
he'll be having fun there while am stuck alone here sighs.
as ususlly usual, he's being dua pai w th dua pai game which i dislike.
he likes my white pretty psp, preferred t his black ugly psp HAHAHAH.
am hungry : (

P.S/ welcome back, AhThng! : )

Let me be the luckiest for now, please.

2008-11-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

(taken few days back, Credits: Ahpat.)

Ahpat went back t Indo today, awww.
i dont have her Indo contact number yet, i miss her awww.
she called me this afternoon around one plus but am still in bed snoring away : (
i missed th chance of talking t her that little time.
i text her at two plus when am awake but no reply from her awww.
sighs, i shouldn't have become such a pig who dont wake up early.

P.S/ XIELINGLING, contact me if you see this okay! i waited t see you online, but you didnt.
aww, you must be enjoying yourself in Indo. remember, dont eat too much and dont come back w extra weight of 10kg like what you came back w last holiday kkkkkk. (L)

Changes around both me and you.

2008-11-23T00:58:00.003+08:00

i change cause i need to.
i change cause i hope you'll feel it.
i change cause this is what i should do.
i change cause i love you.
sorry for being some irritating idiot earlier on.

just got home and its 1am now.
dont really dare t bath cause i watched horror movie just now, somebody help : (
steamboat for dinner anyway.
has been raining today, and my heart dont feel warm right now.
Kailing's leaving for camp tomorrow, awwww.
Amanda's back from her camp already, : )
meeting Ahpat tomorrow cause she text me and she that she has something t give me : \
mysterious stuff somemore HAHAHAHA.

P.S/ AhThng, make sure you takecare in your camp uh : ) and must miss hamburger and i while you're there okay!! both of us will be waiting for you t come back, and we shall carry out manymanymany things that we've been talking about it. i'll miss you for three days, hope you have fun there alright. oh yes, dont worry about your new haircut. cause we'll still love you no matter what! (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

Lost track of time, just because you're around.

2008-11-22T03:03:00.002+08:00

met Ahpat for dinner today,
trained all th way down t Sengkang t accompay Zf t his tutor's house.
it turned out t be a wasted trip : \
Ahpat went other places t get her stuff while Zf and i went t meet his friends.
trained home after that.
and that dua pai kia, did something very wrong while his playing his dua pai game.
glad that small eyes told me, but i felt gulity for telling Zf when he threatened me : (
sorry small eyes, i will pray hard for you that you wont be treated badly by Zf when you see him and i'll help you download those childish games that you want kkkkkk! : )

I wouldn't want to miss out any single moment of you.

2008-11-21T02:32:00.013+08:00

Sentosa w my six other girls yesterday.

taught Sharon how t cycle and she's a fast learner.

this post is rather heavy image load, but i likeeeeeeeeeeeeee : )

unglams and funny poses, lol.

we girls had a great time bonding w each other, knowing each other better than before.

love them like no one's business! (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

P.S/ Hamburgerz, have fun in your GB camp and make sure you take lots of care kkkkk!

Fries has lots of plans in her mind, we shall carry out one by one together once camps are over : ) am gonna miss you for three days, see you when you're back. (L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

Directions aren't pointing at you.

2008-11-19T01:54:00.017+08:00

Ikea w my favourite girls,
MEATBALL CHICKEN WINGS PASTA AND DRINKS : )
laugh alot, especially th banana thing HAHAHAH.
right Kailing?
we even talked about xmas, seriously cant wait for all this plan t be carry out : D
am laughing t myself right now when i thought of whatever that happened today.
(L)(L)(L) x infinity.

oh yes, Pzf.
see th trolley w lots of bulldogs?
specially for you kkkkkkkkkkk!
: ) faster go buy a dog lah, can keep me company eh.

Routines get old.

2008-11-18T04:21:00.004+08:00

am v happy tonight. cause Zf doesn't have t dota, yay.
he's off t bed, and i should too.
am getting hungry anyway.
so i should sleep so that i can drop th idea of eating supper.
no more food temptations for me.
my mom text me when am out w Zf.
she said my phone bill came in th mailbox, and th amount decrease : )
she text Zf too, thanking him. she's wrong, she should thank me more rather than that dua pai kia HAHAHAH : P
gave mom suggestion of going Bangkok this year, shoppingggggggg.
oh yes, going out w Amanda and Kailing tomorrow, ikea for nice food and queensway for their camping stuff.
it's getting late, and i guess i shall update my blog again tomorrow.
goodnight, or goodmorning?

Never enough.

2008-11-17T01:23:00.009+08:00

This is Joyce.

This is Patricia.

This is Helena.

These are Helena, Joyce and Patricia.

Seoul garden yesterday, w Joyce Patricia and Zf.

as usual, i ate alot as if i ate a cow.

vivo today, not w th girls but th guys.

ate western food, thumbs up.

we make up a set meal.

2008-11-15T00:44:00.003+08:00

was out w htf : )

vivo again, of course SHOPPINGGGG.

talked and laughed, as usual.

bought a top only.

ThngKaiLing's crazy over diva HAHAHHAA.

Amanda had a hard time choosing which top t buy.

had a nice time w them anyway.

was suppose t go Amanda's house t spend my saturday afternoon.

but plan cancelled cause she has t help her mom.

am gonna change my link YAY.

am gonna change number too, on monday.

A zipper on your lip.

2008-11-14T02:49:00.005+08:00

ate sakae yesterday after netball w Ahpat and Zf.
ate sakae today, again w Zf.
he love sakae alot, not me HAHAHAHA.
ate cup noodles just now, and i regretted : (
sighs, fat fat fat.
i had a hard time making myself th cup noodles kkkkkk!
Bro's coming back home from japan soon, double sighs.
didnt really want him t be back home so soon actually, lol.
meeting Ahpat for shopping tomorrow since Amanda and Kailing didnt ask me out : (
dua pai kia's having a basketball match tmr, goooooodluck uh.
and am gonna miss him for a day tmr cause he's having camp till 9++ at night.
exercise more and eat less uh! : P

Hold on tight.

2008-11-12T02:18:00.003+08:00

woke up w a pair of v swollen eyes, went t bath and met Zf.

as usual, bought my fave cheesy crab puff.

bus down t Zf's crib.

and of course, that dua pai kia was doing some dua pai stuff.

entertain myself w tv programmes while waiting for him : \

didnt disturb him prolly cause i was hungry.

his friends came t his house in th evening.

ordered pizza for dinner, home alone after that.

goodnight, t whoever.

i love you, dua pai kia.

P.S/ AHPAT, wanna have dinner tmr after my netball ?????? : )

wu gui peng.

2008-11-10T00:55:00.005+08:00

dua pai kia cooked dinner for me just now,

w th help of his maid.

of course, i helped a little too! : )

but i dont like t stay in th kitchen, so i went out after awhile.

before that, we went t supermarket t buy stuff t cook.

and now, that dua pai kia is doing some dua pai stuff again.

he said he'll study but end up playing so dua pai game.

tsk, >:(

HAHAHAHAHA.

bye, i shall go and give that dua pai kia a call now.

unneccessary tears and idiotic unhappiness.

2008-11-09T01:44:00.009+08:00

out w ahpat today.

sorry that i was uber late HAHAHAHA.

Zf met us later, and we left t plaza sing for dinner.

he went off cause he got some dua pai stuff t do :\

had a nice chat w ahpat after dinner.

send her t th mrt and met Zf again.

mom fetched me home.

To, DUA PAI KIA.

Life is a bitch, full of nonsenses and laughters w you around.

you bring me joy and tonnes of memories (make my brainy heavy leh HAHAHAHA)

though you v dua pai, every single night.. but i dont mind lah.

but please reduce your dua pai attitude kkkkkkkk -.-

stop pushing my head when you're hyper uh, cause i cant do th same when am hyper. you're too tall ! : (

and dont always sing th same song leh, sing some other nice songs that i like.

we shall go shopping together so that you wont be mad at me whenever you see me with many bags when we meet.

i promise you i will try my v best t save money lah, TRY ONLY ah : )

we shall eat steamboat alright, eat till we vomit.

no vomit, dont go home!

love you, xxoo.

P.S/ credits for most photos : Ahpat.

unsorted stuff.

2008-11-07T00:21:00.004+08:00

tagboard needs t be removed cause i forget th password :(
i want t change font and colour.
sighs, guess i need t create another one.
muscle ache.
hasn't been going shopping lately.
and i miss xiaochun ahpat amanda and kailing : (

halowwind.

2008-11-02T23:21:00.005+08:00

went t night safari w glenda amanda & tiffany last night.
th tram ride was super scary w hairy monsters appearing,
grabbing my leg and stroking my back which made me scream like i was going t die soon.
though i didnt see any of their faces.
i dont even dare t raise my head up : (
thanks t amanda for her courageous act and she's like zf who put her hands on my shoulders : )
glenda scolded one of th scary monster HAHAHAH.

was at dad's house during lunch time,
w many relatives around.
out w cousin t plaza sing and zf's house last.
wake that pig up while watching tv,
rajah inn for dinner.
till now, my stomach feels terrible cause am too greedy : (

P.S/ thanks t tiffany for th photos : )

"i sat under an apple tree." a tree only with one apple.

2008-10-28T23:54:00.004+08:00

reading my eclipse v slowly, bit by bit.
cant bear t finish it so soon HAHAHAHA.
HSM3 today w htf, coincidentally saw glenda & km :O
singapore is small, real small.
was lazy t use comp cause i must resist th temptation of online shopping.
bought many stuff when i shopped alone one day while waiting for some dua pai who played dota w his cousin and i purposely miss fifteen trains just t kill time.
of course, i was mad at that dua pai.
and on th same day, i went out w cousssiy dad auntie tina.
they couldn't recognize me except for cousssiy -.- sighs.
htf was planning a picnic trip on thursday!!
hope th plan can carry out well :\
seven minus three equals W B F & S.
make sure yall is free on that day kkkkkkkkkkk : )
am off, using comp is boring.

sadness climb over me, winning over my sanity.

2008-10-25T00:02:00.001+08:00

is it wrong t appear,
or i shouldn't even exist?
am restless, f.

Edit/
i tell you how i feel,
but you never changed, f.
so what's th point of telling, without any changes made t prove t me.
can someone just help me get out of this situation,
i hate being unhappy, f
i hang up th phone,
you didnt bother t call back, f.
goodnight, this f world w f people w f broken promises and making me feel f disappointed.

P.S sorry for saying too much f cause i feel f sad now.

swirl and daze, with thoughts running wildly through my mind.

2008-10-23T19:03:00.004+08:00

i dont like th feeling of being neglected.

th more i think of it,

th more frustrated i feel.

rajah inn w S A and Zf after school,

ate alot till i vomited again :\

gastric hasn't been feeling well recently.

got my report book back,

screwed up my results.

showed some improvements in some subjects,

but still sucked.

holidays starting now,

i wonder how am i gonna spend them wisely.

I didnt know i was sad, but i knew i was happy.

2008-10-22T03:02:00.003+08:00

am a monkey, among them.

learning journey was rather boring.
museum was scary.
slept on bus, uncomfortable sleeping position and th bus was bumpy.
it feels like my ass dont sit well on th seat HAHAHAH.
lunched w Zf & co and W.
kfc, and of course that Qiwei gave us discount again : P
stay in school t wait for Zf's basketball t end.
i was bored for two hours, and there isn't any insect t be my companion.
had my dinner at th wet market near school.
th zhu za tang there was really nice.
i start t eat like a pork and soon i'll look like a pork too ):
look at th time now, you'll be surprise why am not in bed.
cause i just woke up from my nap and i just had a nice bath.
am not an alien, more t an owl.
school's ending at ten tomorrow, i shall eat macdonald's breakfast!
when i had a thought of not sleeping tonight,
Zf appeared in my mind :\
"i shall not sleep tonight HA-HA-HA."
"nonono, Zf will kill me tonight."
goodnight, see th world when i open my eyes again in few hours time.

P.S/ Binbin, hope your leg's alright : )
try t come t school tomorrow k.

you're all that still matters to me.

2008-10-20T23:53:00.010+08:00

am a short warrior.

we're colourful.

everyone's an angel HAHAHAHA.

A & G = (MUCH LOVE)

big day out was fun, but not th starting of it.
manage t have a class photo and clique photos : )
i looked terribly ugly cause am sweaty after running around w sharon dragging me here and there, and of course, pardon for my very thick legs.
played w balloons that amanda bought.
qiwei made swords and dogs using th balloons!
had pizza for lunch, and binbin's chips for breakfast.
going shopping w A & K tmr!!! cant wait!!

P.S- i'm never gonna be alone w you around,
always having a smile on my face.

love will point out th directions.

2008-10-19T02:16:00.006+08:00

for now, i'm settling down w th person who can give me th best,
of everything.

lunched at bukit merah, bus down t bugis then vivo.
bugis suck -.-
Zf bought more things than i do,
he's a fussy person tsktsktsk.
and of course, he gives alot of comments hahah.
dinner at redhill, slacked at th playground.
i had a great entertainment of someone w small eyes hahaha : P

a heart that's worth breaking.

2008-10-17T21:07:00.007+08:00

i'm being quiet towards some things,
deep down inside somewhere.
i dont feel good,
sighs.

out tmr, anyone? :\
me needs t get alot stuff.

You will never have our old lane, you will never have a right of way.

2008-10-16T21:25:00.004+08:00

result's back,
still didnt make it for my maths.
played w jamie's shades and geek specs.
we all looked cool, HAHAHAH.
i looked like housefly though.
anyway, thanks ah jamie : )
oh yes, BIG THANKS TO K & HER GODMAMA!
i've got all four books,
let's be geeks together K!
tiong w S F W B, lunched w them.
met up w Zf after that.
A & K,
lets get out this sat kkkkkkk?
discuss sometime uh ; )

P.S- th better days are not far away,
somewhere near th both of us.
xxoo.

I speak over tempo to put words into motion.

2008-10-15T17:57:00.011+08:00

watch me swing.

my shoe is staring at you.

Photos of th day:

This won’t hurt more than a pinch.
So just pour a drink,
Let’s talk it over.
I want you t be busybody,
and make every single decision for me.
I love you.

regretted attending school today, sighs.
went t school just for a boring three hours of water games.
and all i did was being th audience,
sitting outdoor when th sun's so fat and sunny.
xueping is my best friend : P
end school at twelve.
walked down th hill w A K S W F.
went tiong only w F W.
tiong park after that.
took lots of photos and i was being chased by W, hahaha.

P.S- there's still photo taken w A K, will blog up when i use th other phone.

I know what i'm lack of.

2008-10-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

one family? no.
two and a half.
a man who sounded like a stranger t me, a better dad.
a place where i'm familiar w, seems t be like somewhere i hated th most.

house bunny today at vivo,
shopping in town tmr : )
meeting A & K,
can't wait t see them.
(L)

stop th game, cause its hurting.

2008-10-11T23:35:00.004+08:00

as usual,
i'm being ignored.
sighs, hundred and thousand of complaints.
this is getting on my nerves.

Edit/
-house bunny
-shopping!!!
-outing!!!!!

P.S- amanda & kailingggggg,
am getting v excited about it in th middle of th night at 245am,
howhowhow?

be my happy pill.

2008-10-10T22:52:00.003+08:00

today was sunny.
th sun fatfat, make my face sweatsweat (WTH!!).
maths paper's FINALLY off, which i've been looking forward.
insert infinity number of yays.
it seems like exams are over,
but sadly,
i still got a last paper.
pray hard for me that i'll pass my maths this time kkkkkk.
and yes, pray hard for amanda that she'll get well soon so that she can eat alot of kfc.
andand, pray hard for kailing that she can buy her book soooooooon.

P.S- i love you though you always ignore me for dota,
and giving me nicknames using htbh : )

Where love is, no room is too small.

2008-10-09T20:41:00.002+08:00

and because love is too beautiful,
i can't bear t let go.
and because love is huge,
i learnt how t accept it.
and because love is something that last,
i know what is forever.
and because love is meant t be wrapped in blankets,
i know how t care.
and because love is th brightest colour among your eyes,
i dont know how t cry.
and because love is something you've given me,
i give you more than i can in return.
and because love is a lesson,
i depend more and more on your shoulders.
and because love is a list of things that doesnt ends,
my heart will continue beating.
: )

It won't be too long for now.

2008-10-06T21:07:00.004+08:00

finished my twilight, moving on t new moon : )
talked w Kailing about books and venezia today,
we're excited when school bell rang.
had things sorted out during recess,
am glad that everything's back t normal.
guess our bond between us is much stronger than before too ; )
something really funny during eng period,
right Amanda? : P HAHAHAHA.
studied w Weixian & Farhana,
outcome was alright.
now i finally know th importance of passing my maths :\

P.S- i'm sorry,
i love you.
forgive me, will you?

life from th screen.

2008-10-05T00:42:00.003+08:00

wo hen tired,
i can fall asleep anytime anywhere anyhow anything : )
and, its a NO PHOTOS WEEKEND.
twilight has been th best ang-mo book i've ever read,
hahaha.
text A & K over some matter this morning,
and we decided t have a tiny weeny talk on monday.
f f f f f, bitch >:(
K told me that she slept late last night,
just t read twilight.
she seems like she has got endless flow of energy! : D
thanks A for trusting me,
am touched : )

P.S- a pot calling a kettle black,
tsktsktsk, shameless.
K, you should know who i'm refering t ; )

Your eyes were set to kill me.

2008-10-01T00:27:00.003+08:00

new classic photos today!
htf drew eyes on our palms, HAHAHA.
looked familiar?: )
lessons has been quite slacking these two days.
love today though its a long tuesday.
finally bought twilight, started reading already.
all thanks t Kailing! B)
and yes, sorry for th delay amanda! ):
andand, sorry a&g,
wasn't able t tag along w yall t tiong after school today,
thanks for accompanying me too ; )

my heart's not a mess,
its a mass,
that carries th utmost love you gave.

I'll lead your heart, only when you take my hand.

2008-09-29T20:16:00.005+08:00

classic expressions, classic photo, classic moments: )

school was great, fucking great: )
was normal in th morning, but was uber hyper in th mid.
played around w jamie's geek spec, HAHAHA.
danced, laughed, shouted, all over th whole classroom.
i mean, only w clique.
joined tables in one big bunch during lessons.
went t study w weixian & zhaofeng at burgerking after school.
quite productive, cause zf's staring at me.
accompanied him t tuition after that.

P.S- you are the terrorist attack on my heart that i have been searching for.
L(xo)ve.

Heartbreak, created by just a text message.

2008-09-26T22:30:00.005+08:00

i stumble, i fall.
i fall, i stumble.
i didnt know that i'm like that,
in th eyes of yall.
same thing happened once again,
i'm always so naive.
somebody help me,
who will that be?
do you think its funny?
:'(

Turn out th lights now, cause i promise you'll see something bright.

2008-09-26T17:43:00.008+08:00

english paper's off.
failed my recent maths paper, sighs.
oral was alright,
geog test was a total mess,
doubt i can make it.
i haven't been doing any online shopping for now,
not bad not bad :\

P.S- i waited for thousand years for your sms,
and i wonder,
why do i always have t wait?
disappointments again and again.
~~:B(~~

my heart is only big enough for one.

2008-09-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

every sentence that i type, adds in a ahhhh-chooo and coughs.
flu bug's in my body and exams are round th corner.
sighs, terribleterrible.
my dog's sick too, HAHAHA.
i'm becoming uglier, i dont like myself )))):
queensway after school, as usual, w htf and zf.
clique's falling apart, tsk.
accompany zf t tuition, then homed.
geog and oral tmr,
hope everything goes well :\

P.S- i'm so much fortunate, and am happy.

chio bu nehzx.

2008-09-21T14:12:00.003+08:00

hen chio horzx, that yellow yellow dirty fellow.
my eyes are stuck on that, shit.

be my favourite boy, for long long, very long.

2008-09-21T00:00:00.001+08:00

out w htf today.
study plan failed,
gossiped and ate mac in th end.
HAHAHAH, knew this would happen: P
went t walked around t look around,
but rested for most of th time. tsk.
met zf after that for dinner.
went around t waste time w him after that.
talked and had a wonderful time: )
wolovehtfandzf, forever.
was supposed t talk on th phone w htf but they didnt call or text me luh )):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
NINJA TURTLE.
you have been a nice friend for this seven long years.
and, i hate you for being so much taller than me now lah.
i'm taller than you lasttime ))):
HAHAHAHA, other than that,
i love you alot nehzx.
thank you for teaching me how t take a bus home when we're in p5.
thank you for always waiting for me t go home together whenever i need t stay back.
thank you for teaching me maths and allowing me t copy your work whenever i didnt do my homework.
thank you for all th things you have done and helped me in.
i still remember what's your panty colour when you cried on th first day of school when we're in p1 okay!
better not bully me otherwise i'll reveal it uh: D
we'll celebrate after your fasting and hari raya k, : )
A&G loves you,
and of course,
alien love you! *biggest, tightest, fattest, shortest, hug of all*